In the Global Activism class, we asked students to work with us to create an overall grade for the semester. We didn’t have assignments or grades all along, as it were, since we were all working collaboratively to create an activism project for the Global Studies Program. Despite several requests, the students refused to even suggest a grade, let alone discuss assessment in depth. So, this morning i’d had it, and posted the following on the class wiki. Didn’t help that i have spent hours grading other classes, and have many hours more:
i certainly appreciate all of these reflections thus far. What i don’t understand, however, is why you all continue to pass the buck on grading. You acknowledge how different this has been, then you fall back to being traditional students. Why?
Because it is hard? Holy $&#^! So what you have learned in activism is to avoid the really hard stuff?
“. . . a grade is an inadequate report of an inaccurate judgment by a biased and variable judge of the extent to which a student has attained an undefined level of mastery of an unknown proportion of an indefinite amount of material.” – Paul Dressel
That’s how hard it is, even in a traditional class. And how meaningless. But you create a paradox when, in a class about taking initiative and doing the hard work, you refuse to do the hard work. How can we give you an A, for example, if you refuse to work with us to build a case for your grade?
You also caught yourselves in a double-bind: Many of you have mentioned how you know you could have done so much more. That means you didn’t measure up to your own standards. That means giving yourselves a lower grade which goes against ALL of your programming. Perhaps you need to reflect on that, on how deep into the system (you say you hate because we make you see what it has done to humans) you really are. This could be a very important moment in your development if you really dig into why you can’t do this and what that means.
It means you have created the land of the absurd. You believe SO much in grades, but you realize how meaningless they are. You believe SO strongly (because it rules your behavior) in something meaningless. THAT is absurd.
The only alternative to getting out of this absurdity is MAKE IT MEANINGFUL! This is why, in every class i teach, students are involved in assessment. In the best classes, students take the initiative to be involved with me in everything. It is a co-creation among us; an attempt to create something that is authentic for this group of people who have gone through this experience. You say you love how we have created this experience together. Something you should have learned in this class is that the only way to create something meaningful is through co-creation. And now, when things get tough, you leave it to us. You walk away.
Can you understand just how hurt and insulted i feel because you folks simply want to walk away, treating us like traditional teachers, refusing to work with us–the way you have all semester–to create something meaningful?
Get your heads out of your. . .umm, out of the sand. Stare reality in its face. Understand what you have become and the incredible opportunity your GST classes offer you to become something different. Something that can change the world.
Instead of walking away from it.

